Kylie Jenner has gotten used to being in the spotlight, but admitted wanting to know what being a normal teenager feels like. While that may not be possible for the 19-year-old beauty mogul, she's still happy for the life she was born into. She sat down with Complex to talk about her life issues for the mag's October/November issue.
Kylie Jenner doesn't want to be Kylie Jenner anymore. "It's become a job more than who I am. I don't even want to be that person anymore."
Growing up in the spotlight, the youngest Jenner has already given so much of her life to the public that she doesn't show the "Kylie" to her family and friends, but only the "Kylie Jenner" the whole world knows of. "You don't know who you are. I didn't know who I was a year ago, and I still don't know exactly who I am now. You're trying to grow up and make mistakes and everybody's watching," the reality TV star confessed.
She's also no stranger to cyberbullying especially during her Keek days when she freely posted silly videos of herself. Apparently, she started to lose pieces of herself that she liked the most after people started making fun of her.
At 17, Kylie was called "fake" and "plastic" after getting lip fillers and then lying about it. She had a good reason though but still wishes she had been honest about the whole ordeal. "What are all those moms going to think about me? These kids, my fans, they're going to think I'm crazy. I didn't want to be a bad influence. I didn't want people to think you had to get your lips done to feel good about yourself," she told Complex.
She became anxious as news about her were published everyday. "I used to have a lot of anxiety. I never went out. I felt super trapped, like everybody was watching me. I felt like everyone was hating on me." But all that, she overcame with the help of her mom Kris and boyfriend Tyga.
Tyga is her "first real, mature relationship" but everyone else tried to break them apart. "We're not doing it for the public — we love each other." Last May, the couple split to see what it was like not being with each other and realized that's not what they both wanted.
For now, she is focused on the success of Kylie Cosmetics and wants to be listed on Forbes magazine someday.
Read the full Complex cover story on Kylie Jenner HERE!
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